Every morning, I wake up, have a cup of coffee, watch the news and get ready for work. I do all of these things alone, I feel like I’d be much more enthused to get out of bed if you were here to do this stuff with me.

Excuse me while I vent: Work is truly starting to run my life.

It’s so hard being part of the management team at my store at only 18-years-old and I’m in college too so I feel like I’m forever running. Like, aren’t most girls my age supposed to be concerned with who they’re going to go on dates with and what new shoes they should by and what club/party they should go to? I guess my biggest fear is that I’m doing all of this work for nothing, it’s not like I can take it all with me when the world ends. All I do is wake up, go to work, go to school if I have to, maaaaybe hang out with some friends every now and then, come home, get high by myself, fall asleep, repeat. I just feel it in my bones, like I’m meant for more than this. I guess it will come after I’m done with school and I’m finally doing what I want to be doing (weather woman). I don’t mean to complain, I’ve just been feeling pretty burnt out lately. I suppose it’ll get easier the more I get used to it, but DAMN IT I just want to go back to the old me with my pink hair and my dgaf attitude sometimes. Okay now it’s time to spam you guys with a bunch of pictures to hide this post 4ever.